Rumination:
1. to think carefully and deeply about something
2. contemplation or reflection, which may become persistent and recurrent worrying
Do you ever get those constant thoughts? The ones that keep you up, wondering for days without end. Do you sit up endlessly wondering how your life will play out, how you could have changed something, or what you can do to make happen what you want to happen? My answer is yes, and I'm sure I am not the only one who wants this endless dialogue in my head to end. How can I make it stop?
This is why I blog. I blog to let my thoughts escape my mind. I blog to express the fears of my life as well as the joys and excitements. I blog to inspire and provoke thought and ways of being. I blog to be sane.
I am a natural worrier. Since I was five I have been worrying if I am doing things right, if my loved ones are happy, if it's going to rain, or if I will be successful in life. I worry about anything and everything, or as most people might call it, nothing.
Blogging has helped me to express and understand my worries, both ridiculous and reasonable. I have found a way to connect my mindless worries to concepts that allow me to see their true silliness and trivial qualities.
I have come to truly enjoy blogging in it's most purest form. I write whatever comes to my mind and hope it reaches someone somewhere who can relate and have that same moment of "aha!".
So all of you wonderful readers and writers and worriers, I blog for you, and for me, and the hope of a worry-less tomorrow.
Enjoy.
